QUOTE (Abby)
thanks for the great compliments everyone!
june 23, 2004 *17 years old*
Well this school year was ok. In a way im gald I was forced to come here and then im not. Im glad beause the guys in my squad are ok i guess but im still very mad and angry that i was forced here. Plus today was orientation for the new school year for the new kids at all of the schools. There was this girl with her father. She had short dark blue hair in pigtails. She was shy and ok looking. She was bored out of her mind since her dad was talking to the headmistress so we just talked since i was walking by. We talked for a minute about smoking. She said that it really ruins your health and voice. She pulled it out of my mouth and stamped on it and walked away onto alfea. So now im quitting smoking cause this girl convinced me. I dont' even know her name but i can't fall for her. I am quitting drugs and alcohol too (not necessarily for her but she made me think that if I do want to have a future it isn't good) but i can't fall for anyone. I promised myself i wouldn't a long time ago and I won't. What will people think of me?? Im supposed to be the bad boy how can I love??? I am not supposed to love, its not in my blood. I just have to forget her!!!
More! More! I need more! Pretty please? It is addicting to read.