DISCLAIMER: THIS MESSAGE IS EXTREMELY LONG
Every story has 2 sides and this is mine.
I just wanna say that this whole situation has been blown out of control.

I like Magixclub, it was a fun site to come on to and chat with others and play games. But recently like around the time when Amazing Admiration transformed into Mazei_AD, things started to get out of hand.

This whole thing is just part of the grudge that our mod, Joy, has against me. Yes, i was dishonored from being an honor member, but where the intentions good? Now me and Joy had a falling out about 4-5 months ago and now all of a sudden you want to dishonor me. When you were saying worse things that i were and i have the posts to show for it? If i am going to be dishonored for something that had been done months ago then so should Joy. Apparently i was dishonored for being prideful and accepting the fact that i had a 20% warn level and i had the A word in my profile (The a word has been used many times, but i'm the ONLY one getting called out for it *raises eyebrow*) I love myself and i dont mean to sound conceited, but ok i got a warn level. What does that have to do with anything about being an honor member? Where is this honor member handbook? Because ive been one for a little more than a year and i have yet to see this.

When Magixclub was dying, i along with a whole lot of other people wanted to save it. We barely had any member coming on and the threads were all dead. Even tho its not MY site, i still wanted it to succeed. So i put my pride away and came up with some ideas to keep the forum alive and yes, they were successful. Before this whole incident, the board was heavily active for about 3-4 days. The most its been in months. That isn't honorable? Trying to get a site back to the way it used to? So when i first saw that i was dishonored i was very shocked...was i mad? NO. Because i already knew who was behind it, no matter what Mazei or any other admin says, i know who is behind it. But i dont like the fact that i was erased from the member list...does that mean i'm not a member?

Joy only wants to post when its something drama related. In the past 2 months everything post she made has been a back handed remark, or something to antagonize another. She first started posting like a day ago when me, tea and humbu posted in the "What Have you learned today" topic and her towards was towards us. Why hasnt she posted before then? 1 word...Drama. I was also told that another reason is that i was mean to members and i wasnt clear? Whatever that means, i'm cordial with pretty much everybody on this site accept the Mods/Admins [for obvious reasons] and Pgirl (who i had never got along with and that is not a secret.)

When i saw that pgirl was back to honor member status, my eye brow raised again because there was this supposed "change" with her, but in reality she's still the same person shes been and still acts the way shes been. I mean being cynical and only posting in a thread to cause a debate, even when its not needed is pure grounds for why she got her status taken away in the first place. She was constantly bickering with new members, even old ones. She always made it he business to attack for whatever reason and the Administrator saw that and took it away, now what has she done now to change? I can still get posts from her...that are recent of her being cynical and only posting to cause a debate.

Besides her, there is so much unfairness going around. Prime example, when we first join the forums there is a consent that we cannot change our usernames. Now why does Mazei_AD (formerly known as Amazing Admiration) get special treatment? I along with others who wanted to change their name found that extreme favortisim. What happened to the members who were here since the forum started and they were never upgraded to Honor Member even though they contributed greatly and IMO this Senior Member is just a random attempt to give everybody the HM status without actually having it. Another thing why has she also been promoted from New member to moderator to admin within a matter of 6 months when there are more contributing members who have been on the site when it first opened who havent been recognized. Mazei has done NOTHING to contribute to MC.

MC isnt the way it used to be, its to much drama and favortism going around, add that with the grudge that Joy has with me and i dont want to associate myself with this site. It was great when i first got here and i met some awesome people and learned alot of great things, but when the moderating system is corrupt and there is no solid form of leadership on the boards go wacky.

Its the unfairness, its the favoritism, its the lack of caring by the administration and their constant need to bring up the past even when they keep reinterating "Let Bygones be Bygones" The mods dont care, they ONLY come on for drama. Take now. Riisa, Florapower, all the ones who HAVENT been online all of a sudden want to come on to TRY to put their input in. It's ridiculous.

So there was a boycott and i want to thank all of you who supported us with the boycott [Hanna (until you were bullied and pressured by Mazei to leave or else she would ban you.) Fullmoon, Zing, Teagan, Humbu, Anna, Tori, Angel, Mel, Stellarocks]. Yes the boycott ended only after 2 days, but after thinking about it, i rather just leave and let the site eventually die like it was already doing. I'm sorry to those are in my role plays or the scavenger hunt that i started, but there is only a certain about of ...i cant even say the word cuz it will be bleep.. that a person can take before they just have to walk away. The only reason for the boycott was for the highers to see how much of mc would be lost if its key players stop posting. I didnt want it to come to this but when your dealing with unreasonable people who write blogs about you and continue to hold grudges, nothing gets accomplished. I want this to be clear, i have NO follower and i didnt beg or plead anybody to "Join" me. We as a whole came together for the simple fact that things were right and fair.

Mazei wants to claim that i wasnt making the community better but yet I was the one who came up with the ideas to REVIVE a forum that THEY are moderation. It was my thread, that started to bring more activity to this forum. If anything the question should be what has Mazei or Joy or any of them done recently to keep the community strong and please dont mention that Journalist thing, because that was a complete waste.

Somebody said in another thread that Mc is full of cliques and groups and it so true, your either on one side or another. Well that is all that i can think of for the moment, most likely this will be deleted before anybody can see. But i will like to say to the people who i have bonded with and became friends with that i will miss you and can always be found on DA or on Facebook.

I hope everybody success in their future endeavors and have a nice life.

Firstly, I am not the one who dishonored you. secondly in the topic, "what you have learn today" It was not about you and your friends.

Oh and P.S, I didn't cause the drama. You just randomly pass through my blog, read things about how much I disliked you and wanted to bring all these dramas in Magixclub. I dislike you, I admit. But I have left magixclub for a time being and learnt my lessons after that so why can't you? Instead, you just pushing the blame to the staff members and insisted that we do not provide any help and show favoritism to each other. If you want people to respect you, ask yourself: did you ever respect us in the first place?


No, instead you yourself again didn't follow our rules and continue to break it.

We warned you a lot of times and have given you a lot of chances, but all these you didn't appreciate it! So that makes riisa demoted you, you can't blame anyone for this.

I don't know why P-girl is back to honor member, honestly. But there's one fact that you can't deny, she's a better member than you. At least she appreciate the chances we have given her, unlike you.

You said that you make MC a better place. But by talking back, backstabbing behind people's back and your so-called boycotting makes it a better place? Please, that's the most childish thing I have ever seen in my life. You're 20, not 8! You're older than anyone of us here and was supposed to be more mature than us. Unfortunately, you're not. That's another point of why P-girl is better than you.

Yes you contribute a lot for MC in the past, that is why Riisa promoted you as a honor member. But now? You're just trashing things that can be prevented.

I am not lecturing you or something, but your attitude here despite me and make me think what a childish person you are. That's my personal opinion on you, and that's all I have to say.

If you want to leave, go ahead. Nobody is going to stop you or your friends cause it's the choices you guys have made, not us or whatever.

Please, Joy, don't add fuel to the flame. I don't really care who is right and who is wrong. Right now 3-4 members are quitting. They aren't even the members that joined ages ago and barely have a hundred posts. These are members that have been with us for a very long time. Let's not turn this into a debate on maturity. Just leave it be. Right now there is no need for retaliation.

I..... I'm just going to shut my mouth now. Anything I say will be seen as 'Bickering' or 'Arguing' by now..... And I was an honor member before, became a mod, that didn't turn out right (My own fault, I admit, I'm just not modding material) and after quite a while, I came and got the guts to get my honor status back..... man, thanks for making me wish I never did.

Don't worry about it P-girl. You did absolutely nothing wrong.

Thanks. It's just..... *Sigh* Here I taught this place was different from my old high/hell-school. (Pun intended SO. HARD.)

This post has been edited by P-girl: Mar 29 2010, 7:05 AM

Just don't give into this drama stuff.

I won't, don't worry. I've been to this place for too long to go away over petty things like this. I've got a lot of people I like here, and it would be unfair to them, and to myself if I'd left.

Not adding fuel, just speaking the truth. I have nothing to say now cause that's all I have to say.

Joy, even if things are the truth they are sometimes better left unsaid. I'm not trying to start anything right now, just consider my point. If you agree, cool.

But you can't deny that this drama thing is annoying, right?

The situation made Ranma go All-Caps. I think that's a clear sign.

bye, good luck in the future

@P-Girl - You know me so well ^_^

I just wanted to say that I really was amazed of your guts to ask for the honor-membership back. I would never have the guts for it. But it is only fair, and I always remembered you as an honor member from when I first joined here, and I found it so infair that you didn't even get that title back after the de-mod.

Other than this post, I am so staying out of this drama.

Agreed with Ditta. That could come across as pretentious to some, but you risked it.
(FOr the record of course, I don't think P-Girl was pretentious for asking. I have a great deal of respect for her.)

I don't know what to add to this but it's bad that people are leaving MC, i hope things will return to normal somehow even if we lose members because of this. I plan to stay and be as helpful i can untill the very end.

Dont worry P-girl, you deserve your honar Status! But this drama needs to stop, on both sides...

@Ranma: If you only knew, the ppl on the forum only get to see a speck of what really goes on. its not about rps its not about games its about people's character.



Although joy isnt here, you still neglected to respond the part where it counted the most. The favortism