All right, firstly, you can't keep things bottled up like that it's not healthy, it's only going to result in a mass breakdown which maybe difficult to recover from. Secondly, I dealt with this around the same time. What I did was just got a little more open with my friends and found something we all had in common. If that didn't work, I wrote. I find that when I write, I have this sense of clarity over my situation. I can relive it and see things differently. What's also nice about writing is it's private. You get it off your chest and out of your head and it's almost like you can put it to rest. I used to be alone a lot when I was younger, so I'd write or draw or get lost in my own head. It's not really a great thing to do and I'm not encouraging it, because in doing that, yes, it's an escape, but you don't live either. If you try asking your friend for help and just be open with her then she'll be open with you. I also tried some guidance counselers and depending on whoever they maybe it's either a really good or really bad idea. XD What you need to do firstly though, is let out everything you're bottling up right now. You can cry, get mad, or find some other creative outlet, what's important though is to just find something that comes naturally to you.
Love and Light, Reina.
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