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yeah its me again.. asking for help..
this time its about my boyfriend. =_= its a complicated life i have.

well. Ive been going out with him for 6 months.. and i love him very much but over these holidays i havnt been able to see him very much and i get a little depressed and lonely without him. I made the effort to see him the other week, my bestfriends mom drove me to his house jsut so i could see him.
but when i want to do anything he's always with his friends. i know he loves me.. god all my friends know it =_= a little too much.. but why wont he spend a day with me?
its strange because then when my friend jess talked to him, she said he was sad about not seeing me.
i dont understand.
I want to talk to him, tell him that im sad and lonely and that i need him to make the effort. But i never talk to him much because i never have credit on my phone.. and when i do i cant seem to find the words, id rather act happy for him. it makes me so sad
help mee!