What is the life if full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare...

I forgot where i heard that, but the phrase exactly explains my feelings. The thing is, i've just dumped my girlfriend. It's like, when you think you have asame interests, liferstyle etc. it appears to be the way you never thought it will be. Awful feeling... Even, if hollywood tells us that life is always ahead, and simple break can't destroy anything, but, there are some situations, when you don't believe in love or anything anymore. I know, it's to early to talk about "love" or anything like that in 15 years, but it really seemed like that, and now, it's gone... In that cases, you don't believe in love and life itself anymore. Seems like it would be like that always, like the whole world works in that way...
But in those times you realise that the life itself is running behind you, and there is just no time to watch for her beauty while you are concentrated on something single.