You've got to be kidding me, since the holiday ending, every single hour i want to break my head, and only 2 days passed. Exams are everywhere! I have to remember everything from past years (and i totally forgot half of it), then i have to learn my pre-colledge studying, and most of it is repeating and repeating again. Much about this stuff, the thing is, there is just no time for bussiness of my own, i had been warned about what awaits me in 9 and 11 grades, but, why is it so hard? I meand, SOOOOOOOOOO god damn hard. Only hope i have, it has to be finished some day, but every minute of my life forces me to refuse what i said.
Oh well, time's running out again, chao...

Just a bit of daily life. When i come back from school, i only have an hour to eat something, write my homework really really fast, and then- going to my future college for pre-studying.
there, we're prepairing for exams, by the subjects: russian, maths and informatic. You won't ever belive how happy i felt to know that my classmate is learning there too. But anyways;
Maths is pretty easy for me, but to be honest, i'm not going on well with my future teacher, cause she says that i talk too much. Maybe i am, no, wait, I AM! But that doesn't bother me at all, i've got used to it years ago^^
Russian, well, i never had any good bussiness with it. Anyone tells you, that it's an easy language? A say No! I'm just not able to learn so many rules, and we're repeating everything from the beginning. I'm going to die because of it some day...
Informatic: everything is more than fine, when you're learning the thing you want to, it's always easy. but, there is something... unpleasent. It's hard to tell, i'll show you.
Warning! That picture can shock you, but believe me, this PC is one of those that we are working on. You've been warned...
http://pic.ipicture.ru/uploads/091223/382uAVam9c.jpg

Ok, so, season 4 was aired lately in Russia. You know, when you expect something wonderful, it never will be as you thought, and that case is not exeption.
http://video.mail.ru/list/artm8/1/46.html
If you play first 3-4 minutes you won't be displeased, ofcourse if you not listening carefully. Yes, actors are true professionals, perfectly playing their role. But translation... well, "far from perfect" if you know what i'm talking about. It sounds like translaitors made text up just to get rid of work, take their money ang go home. But only for respect to people, could they concern their work not so negligently? Let me show you:
1) Title says "Ohotniki na ved'm" which means "Hunters on witches". Are fairies and witches are the same thing?
2) Names of wizards are incorrect. Instead of "Ogron, Duman, Anagan and Gantalos" it pronounses like "Ogron, Duman, Anagan and Gantalos". Those who didn't watch italian version won't notice, but for others...
Oh, man, they have just no respect for us.
Talking about actors, well, most of them have been chosed correctly, but why Duman sounds like a drunk fat man? Brandon, Riven, Timmy and Helia sound nearly asame, exeptable, but why the sound like 40 years old?
Alright, anyway, it's only first episode, i'm watching next ones right now. As for this one, i'll grade it as 4/5. People must learn to do their work by heart, and not like this...

Winter came lately... or, did it? Loooks like it didn't. No snow, anywhere... nothing at all. And it's 2nd of December already.
16:30 o'clock, and what? Dark and wet, like inside the can. +10 degrees. Is IT winter? All those people, walking to nowhere everyday, with faces like they're already dead.
Imagine, every morning you wake up and go to school. While walking, you look around and see half-dead people walking to nowhere, every day of they're pointless life. Over hundreds and hundreds of hours you're looking at teacher, trying to understand everything in one day and not to forget it the next day. And what next? 2 options: sit on you're PC all day long, or just wonder around the city with friends, or, on weekend, sitting on the roof of some building, drinking a bottle of some "nice stuff" and talking to girls.
And all you can is just repeat it from day to day, from week to week, from year to year.
Dark clouds are all over the city sky... does it mean something?

P.S. if you are not optimistic enough, and read entry to the end, please, rate my previous entry's pictures, or just comment.

I'm going to study for web-desinger in colledge next year. What about atributes of a good designer? First and main, person should be a good artist. I love to draw, when i'm in good mood, paper and pencil are instruments of my soul... Looks like i've gone to far^^
Well, i wanted to show you some of my drawings, made up on "WoW" theme. Without futher delay, here you go:




So, any oppinions?

Today, nearly half of all Russians were shocked. One of our greatest showmen, Roman Trahtenberg, has felt a victim of a heart attack. I understand, no one of you know who is that guy, and you don't have to. The thing is, that simple comedian was making half of the country to laugh, even in times of terrible political instability etc. he was telling tones of jokes about everything he could, and every morning millions of people were listening to his radio-programme. TV shows had as much success as radio did. But now... nothing left.
Why really talented people are leaving us so early? He was only 41. Some kind of the "Nature's will". But i can't understand the point of that will.
Rest in peace, Roman.

What the hell is happening? Stress? Too little sleep? Everyday's routine? I can't find any explanation.
Mind is changing itself, without any influence. PC starts to annoy me. Music tastes... omg, rock, speed metal, nothing making impression anymore, but know what, chanson does, lol. That's what sound more likely for me (good voice, you've noticed?). List of changing things in lifestyle is endless...
Something wrong or not? Am i becoming lame or mature? I cant find explanation.

Hey, i've just got back from bowling with my dad.
The finest game in a past year and a half. 249 points, you guys! Pers. record is going stronger and stronger. Two pizzas and two cans of pepsi made their work...
300, here i come!

You can say i'm pretty mind-limited person, and in some kind it's true. A few song, which i'd like to list below, are the ones i'm hearing every day, for 2 or 3 times. st a small list:

1. Wisin & Yandel - Sexy Movimiento (heard it n GTA4 at first place, now- just cant get rid of it)
2. Sonata Arctica - Wolf & Raven (good old speed metal)
3. Cascada - Because The Night
4 Billy Talent - This Is How It Goes
5. Mad Caddies - Wet Dog
6. Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up (funny feeling)
7. Helloween - If I Could Fly (makes you think...)
8. Scooter - How Much Is The Fish (pretty good for any kind of race games)
9. Michael Jackson - Billie Jean (in the memory of the king)
10. Dio - Holy Diver (classics of rock never die)

it's not a hit-parade or something, they are just my favourite ones, some of them even mean something. if you didn't, try them sometimes, i recomend.

What is the life if full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare...

I forgot where i heard that, but the phrase exactly explains my feelings. The thing is, i've just dumped my girlfriend. It's like, when you think you have asame interests, liferstyle etc. it appears to be the way you never thought it will be. Awful feeling... Even, if hollywood tells us that life is always ahead, and simple break can't destroy anything, but, there are some situations, when you don't believe in love or anything anymore. I know, it's to early to talk about "love" or anything like that in 15 years, but it really seemed like that, and now, it's gone... In that cases, you don't believe in love and life itself anymore. Seems like it would be like that always, like the whole world works in that way...
But in those times you realise that the life itself is running behind you, and there is just no time to watch for her beauty while you are concentrated on something single.