so igot an email from fan fiction and i decided to poost my new fanfic and in the meantime i discovered other fan fics i wrote a wehile back i think i might try and update them

i feel so guilty for the way i treated katie in the past few weeks especialy today i shouldnt have acted the way i did and i should have maybe explained why i backed out when i did and me using my middle name it wasnt an intentional jab at you i just thought we could have a bit of fun with everyone and confuse them. i hope that maybe one day you can find it in your heart to forgive me and become my ever lovable sister again.

ok so as you all might have noticed i withdrew my votes from the awards nominations its not that i'm upset with the orginisers i just dont think its fair that the people who weather it be for personal reasons or the fect the just skim through the topics and simply miss it before marking the posts unread before moving onto where they prefer to post, lose the chance to be nominated and win an award that they more then likely deserve, so out of protest i have withdrawn my votes and i am sorry if it has made humnbu and or jh feel like i'm mad at them it's simply just i dont think what their doing is fair

so yesterday and the day before my dad and our housemate had a run of real bad luck with things well i guess its my turn for the bad luck bug today... i woke up this morning and went to put my reading glasses on so i could see my time and suprise suprise their broken, i wnt to put my good hair clip in my hair it snapped then i went to put my white shirt on for work and what do you know the blasted middle button has come off kinda makes me wonder whats going to happen next *shudders at the thought*

so i decided that my photo bucket albumn needed some sorting out as its all one big mess at the moment so when i'm not busy wither every thing else i'm going to start the task of sorting everything on my photobucket back into albumns although its not going to be as easy as it seems as currently i am busy with two days studying then i have one to two days vocational placement, then on top of that i have shopping once a fortnight, driving lessons, apointments with my job network agency >_< this should be fun

Today may have been bad
things may have made you sad
but one things for sure
don't be feeling to sore
for tomorrow is a new day
a new year
so please be glad for you and I
We're both are still here

i feel so lost
like i'm stuck
in this place
no one
has ever known
i know that
somethings wrong
so i look for
the reasons
i get lost
in my need
to know
but as i do
i push away
all those people
that i love and need
but i dont know what to do
i feel so lost
in this big universe
all on my own

Even though I try
And lie my way through
It all
I know that I’m not
Gonna be alright
If I have to say goodbye again
I know I should just go
Cos every time you say goodbye
My heartbreaks
I can’t take all this pain
I’m sorry I just have to go
I can’t take this any more
I’ve got to walk away from
All this pain and sadness
I will miss you so
But we just have to go
Our separate ways.

i wrote this just as i was about to go to sleep at 10:50 pm last night

I feel so weak
I can barely sleep
I'm so exhausted
that walking is as impossible
as talking to you
why does this have to be
so true
i dreamed i was meant to be
in love with you
all this time
it was all just a lie
right behind your
gourgous eyes
this is all so
Painful
it wasn't meant to be this way
i thought this would last forever
i believed we were meant to be
together
but now i know
it was all just a lie
descised as what i thought i wanted
but now i know what i really
WANT
what i really
NEED
is the
TRUTH

Feeling down go read my comments they make me laugh its funny cos you don’t know what my reply to all the comments are cos I cant remember

LinneaKou
Hey, Fa, go on your deviantART!! T^T
29th March 2009 - 11:11 AM

AmazinAdmiration
Hey Fa
I added you as a friend, hope you dont mind
21st March 2009 - 01:55 PM

Zhanneel
And Fa Fa shows off her graphic-creating prowess by making more avatars ^^.
19th February 2009 - 07:51 AM

*Stella*
Faa Faa Faa i loooove you <3
28th November 2008 - 12:08 AM

darkar
Hey
how r u?
28th October 2008 - 02:28 PM


fullmoon
ANIME ROCKS!!! ANIME ROCKS!!! GO ANIME!!! Go otakus! Rofl.
23rd October 2008 - 01:45 PM

iamsocool
thanks for the signatures!!!!
8th October 2008 - 01:36 PM

bloomskylove
hey!!! whats up???
message me!!
31st August 2008 - 10:20 AM

esca Eterna
dandy as a dandelion! dreading school, but enjoying my last week of vacation. dreading going back to deal with all my obnoxious friends again (not that I haven't been doing that all vk ;;) gladd to hear you're good ^^ *blows a bubble at you*
27th August 2008 - 09:40 AM

esca Eterna
*tackles AP* APPPPP-sissssssss!!!! sorry, a bit sugar-high from the cheesecake factory ^^ how's life?
23rd August 2008 - 03:16 PM

*Stella*
hey fa <3
how are you??
12th July 2008 - 06:34 PM

Palladium fangirl
*hug* hey what's shakin yo bacon
21st June 2008 - 02:07 AM

musaenchantixthebest
i'm little jk :)
1st May 2008 - 07:15 AM

musaenchantixthebest
yep and now its not ^^
30th April 2008 - 12:16 PM

musaenchantixthebest
nope me want pizza!
26th April 2008 - 08:56 AM

terriordx32
are you taking any medicin
24th April 2008 - 10:41 AM

terriordx32
sry to hear that ur sick...hope u get better
23rd April 2008 - 07:45 AM

musaenchantixthebest
yep that happen. and whats funny sometimes they don't even know what they are fighting about or why did it started.
16th April 2008 - 07:50 AM

musaenchantixthebest
>_< me and my friend fight on who should take the picture. they get really agressive over it too. but they laugh at the end and i just look at them like there crazy.
15th April 2008 - 10:21 AM

musaenchantixthebest
my shakes a lot too. i hate it when it does that.
15th April 2008 - 10:02 AM

musaenchantixthebest
i know. taking yourself a picture is hard. i can't do it good neither. its either blurry or some part of me i get. >_<
15th April 2008 - 07:47 AM
musaenchantixthebest
yep. some of the picture were blurry though.
14th April 2008 - 12:52 PM

musaenchantixthebest
yep i commented on three of them i think.
14th April 2008 - 02:30 AM

musaenchantixthebest
okey if you say so....
chocolate cake is yummy! wish i had some right now. i'm hungry!
10th April 2008 - 08:14 AM

musaenchantixthebest
just because we are vampires now. doesn't mean you go around biting your friend trying to get blood. ok i did it once but thats no reason to bit people. >_< just kidding.
9th April 2008 - 04:50 AM

musaenchantixthebest
glad that your thumb is better. i'm bored!!!!!
hey...
blood is yummy ^_^
8th April 2008 - 07:02 AM

musaenchantixthebest
oh well i kiss it and hope it heals fast. some of the tiniest cut can cause so much pain. like papercuts. >_< ouch those hurts.
7th April 2008 - 10:34 AM

musaenchantixthebest
oh hope you headache goes away. my finger doesn't hurt no more. so no more pain. but it is kinda numb.
6th April 2008 - 05:12 AM

wow that’s only about 1/3 of them