Pain



I can’t escape it

I can’t explain it

It just keeps coming back to me

When I walk

When I talk

When I sleep

When I sit

There is always the pain of your memory

Burning through the back of my mind

So I kick a wall or two

Just to try and escape

The memory of you

Even though I can feel

The physical pain of a fracture or two

Your memory still burns through my mind

I wake in the middle of the night

Just crying cos the thought of you

Still causes me so my grief

Oh all this pain

I can’t escape it

Oh I can’t explain it

Please cant you just
End all this pain

Escape

I want to Escape
I need to escape
please help me
to get away
from this pain

I need to escape
I want to escape
cant you see
I want to be free

emptiness and pain
I don’t want the
I want to be happy
no longer lonely

I want to escape
I need to escape
please
cant you help
ME

I need help

I need help to save me from this pain
I need help to escape my nightmare
I need to get away
escape the darkness
find the light

I need help to get through
the day
the night
the rest of my life

please wont you hear my plea
I need help
to be free

Gothic Angel



Surrounded by darkness and pain

An angel tries to pull through

Pushing closer towards the light

But this gothic angel can break through

The darkness grows pulling at her wings

Dragging her back towards the night.



Sometimes she prays

That a stroke of light

Might find its way through

But even when she waits

Day by day

The darkness pulls

All her hope

Away



This gothic angel

Needs to find her way back

Away from the darkness

Away from the pain

Back into the time

Where nothing could

Break her the way

You did by sending the darkness
Her way

Why try,
when eventualy its just a waste of time
Why smile
When you know its just a lie
Why pretend
when nothings realy perfect in the end
why should i try to find my true self
when she isnt the person anyone actualy wants
why dose everyone want the lie that i used to call me

Thank you



Before we met I used to cry all night long

But since we’ve met no tears

Have fallen from these eyes

So this is why I say



Thank you for the smile

Which you brought to my face

Thank you for the joy

Which you brought to my heart

Thank you for the laugher

You cause with all your funny jokes

Thankyou for being there

Through the hard times

Thankyou for just letting me be me



Before I met you I used to cry all night long

But since I’ve met you

No tears have fallen from these eyes

So this is why I say

Thank you for being my friend ^_^



More then friends



You and I

We’ve been together

Through the hard times

And the good times

We’ve held each other as we’ve cried

We’ve laughed till we could not laugh no more

We may fight and say that our friendship is over

But when we think about it we realise that we need each other

That is why we are more then just friends

We are family, sisters

Who are always there with a shoulder to cry on

And a hand to lend





Friendship is



Friendship is being there,

No mater the distance

Friendship is showing you care

No mater what happens

Friendship is standing by each other

No mater how much you fight

Friendship is the special bond between you and me

That will never break for that is a true friendship.



Mended by friendship



This heart has broken

Many a times

This girl cannot trust

She cannot feel

But then she met you

And she found out

How to trust again

How to feel friendship



This heart has been mended

By the friendship that you show

This girl can now trust

She can now feel

She now understands

That what she needed all along

Was a friend .

Feelings
I sit here staring into your eyes
To afraid to show how I truly feel
Scared of how you might react
And when you turn and walk away
I almost cry
For I know you will never be mine
Because of these feelings I hide

copyright Falicia Brown 2007