so i was cleaning my room and i found a bag with all my old school stuff and i found my CTE (creative textiles) book from year nine (back in 2004) and after flipping through it i found a few of my first poems i know there proberbly not like the ones i write now ^_^

i'm sorry

I'm sorry for all the times i wrote i love you
i wish it didnt end this way
I'm sorry for all the songs that remind me of you
i wish our love could have lasted just one day longer
I'm sorry for all the hugs i gave you
I was glad for i thought they were all filled with love
I'm sorry for the kiss i wanted to leave on you lips
i wish i could have confronted my fears
i'm sorry you said nothing will come between us
i wish i only knew why it had to end
but i will always love you and thats the one thing i can be sure of

copyright Fa-licia Brown 4/12/04


Never forget

i will always need you
i will always want you
i will always love you
but one thing i never
will is forget you
i will always want your hugs
i will always need your hugs
but one thing i never will is forget your hugs
i will always love you untill the end of time
but i will never forget you


Forever there
no matter wat happens
your forever there
for me when i cry
your forever there
no matter what time of day or night
and i know that as long as
i need a shoulder to cry on
you will always be there for me

i'm sorry

I'm sorry i said i love you
i'm sorry you said you love'd me too
I'm sorry i loved your smile
I'm sorry you liked my touch
I'm sorry i said we'd always be together
i'm sorry yo said always & forever
I'm sorry i let it go this way
I'm sorry i let my sky turn to grey
I'm sorry i never knew i'd miss you so much

Love

the thing we all want
The thing we all need
for you i will always have love
its for we all care
for all the ones we love

one wish

for christmas there is only one thing i want
for christmas there is only one thing i need
and that is to hear you say once again
those three little words
I LOVE YOU

why is goodbye always the hardest thing to say

whats with this sadness flowing through me so deep down inside

when i know you will always still be there

even though i cant see you

but i know everything will be alright

cos its not truely goodbye its only

till we meet again

forever i will wait for that day

and i will not let no tears fall from these eyes till that day

i will be strong and stand tall

for we will meet again

Ok this is my first blog here well two of my friends have this issue with each other, me and one of my best friends gexie were at one of the local coffee shop talking while waiting for our friend krazy kat when she got there, gexie and i were talking about a few problems shes having with her foster mum now krazy kat was also living with gexie and her foster family until something came up causing the department of child services to move her she loves gexies foster mum and started to have a go at gexie to me behind her back even though i told her i didnt want to be stuck in the middle as their both my friends and i love them as if they were my sisters and that if krazy has a problem with gexie she should talk to gexie about it and not me. i realy wish i knew what i should do so i dont get stuck in this sort of situation again.